Once in a while, you read a book that changes your life forever. I never find that book, but I did finished reading The Perks of Being A Wallflower a while ago. And by a while ago, I mean weeks ago. Charlie feels like the long-lost childhood best friend I never had. He spoke in that awkward voice, like the one I use when talking to people in general. It was very nostalgic really, and full of Rocky Horror Picture Show, getting stoned and writing letters to a stranger. Writing letters! On actually paper!?! I miss those old days, when people used to write something and send it to each other. I guess it's just a fade I'm going through, like a mid-life crisis of some sort except that I'm barely a teenager and already feeling very old.
This post actually doesn't have anything with sleeping for a thousand years, though it might be a nice treat after my French midterm. And this is coming from someone who wrote "I love crêpe!" when asked "When do you eat your birthday cake?" I've just decided to include random thoughtful inspirations of people with a bed-head and the dawn's first light on their eyelids. I never understand my generation's obsession with messy hair though. But then again, we can just add that to the list of things Marcia doesn't understand: Jersey Shore, why Nutella tastes so good, etc.
"I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist." - Charlie, The Perks of Being A Wallflower
When I first started this blog, I have no clue what I was going to do and could barely come up with enough material for post. However, now my blog is so diluted with superficial things that I don't even care about. The more I tried to figure out who I am, the less individualistic I become. I don't care about comments or stats anymore. I don't care about how you wore that Theysken's Theory sweater either, because you just wore the same thing yesterday. There, we have it. No more bullshit that may or may not involved a pair of Alexander Wang Chloe heels.
beautiful blog!!! ;)
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I totally support you.. there are already a lot of blogs out there with what is in or not.. i jut love to read once in a while something real like this post ;)
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Cecily
i think it is okay to be individual. you know, just be your self and be happy about it. sometimes it is so tiring to pretend to be anyone else. it is okay to be different and do not care about the other think about how we are.
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i hope you'll write for Spark.
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thank you :)
@vigilant lense: Thank you, but will you please stop spamming my comments? Thanks again!
ReplyDelete@CR: Thank you, sometimes I try to hard to please others and blend in I forget to be myself.
@Fuschsia and Viscaria: Although it's difficult, I'll definitely try doing that. It feels so liberating.
@GlamorousGirl: Thanks.